(SOME PEOPLE WILL NEVER CHANGE)

 For the time being.  Iam seeing the real picture.
It peels threw my mind.  There was no promises.  You act
like your somebody your not.  Going by what you were taught.
I try not to relive this memory.  Because i remember you
were never there!

 When i held out a helping hand.  You struck me down.
I treated you the best i could.  If i could of been better
i would.  When i lost my way.  How can i change if these
chains around around my hands.  I realize this now.  But
where were you!  I finally see who you are. 

 You are my brother indeed.  Don't deceive me!  You
can't releive me.  When things got out of hand.  You fell
threw the sand!  You may think iam insane!  You were always
the one with the brains.  But where were you.  WHen i cried
your name.  This is a god damn shame that it ends like this

 When i held out a helping hand.  You struck me down.
I treated you the best i could.  If i could of been better
i would.  When i lost my way.  How can i change if these
chains around around my hands.  I realize this now.  But
where were you!  I finally see who you are.

 A brother indeed.  I don't know how you could of done
this to me.  After all we've been threw!  You drew this picture
now get me out of these chains.  How can somebody change if
they are tied up.  You may think iam insane!  but some people
will never change!

(LAST FACE YOULL EVER SEE)

 When you look in my eyes.  Tell me what you see.
You can't kill this spirit.  Deteriate all you know and forget
the shit you throw at me.  Because you can't kill this spirit.
Burn me down.  Watch me burn to the ground.  But no matter
what you can't kill my will!

 You look in my eyes.  Your in for a fucking suprise
you can try to kill me.  BUt you can't kill the will.  Thats
inside of me.  As long as this heart beats for me and these
lungs still breath this air. Forget all you see and leave
me be.  Because if you try to kill this will ill be the last
person youll ever see!

 You still stand there and i turn away.  Your only
in my way.  Tell me is this all really worth it!  When
you think things are hard.  They just seem to get harder.
Theres no time to barder.  Thinkin every secound through and
your only in the way.  Tryin to take me out to this day!

 You look in my eyes.  Your in for a fucking suprise
you can try to kill me.  BUt you can't kill the will.  Thats
inside of me.  As long as this heart beats for me and these
lungs still breath this air. Forget all you see and leave
me be.  Because if you try to kill this will ill be the last
person youll ever see!

 When this heart don't beat and these lungs don't take
in this air.  My will still appears.  This face will be the
last you see.  You should just flee and leave me be.  But
things will just get harder and youll just keep on comming
back for more.  You can burn me to the ground.  But you can't
kill my spirit!

(CONDITION BE SO)

 This time i try to walk away.  Because i can't
seem to deal with what i see.  Free me from this sell. 
When i die will my soul be gladly at rest.  Or will i be a
wondering spirit.  Ive dealt with enough and theres no
where to go!

 When i look in your eyes.  I see a being i once
knew.  I dont see how you could of thrown this all away.  The
blood is on my hands.  Even though it wasn't me.  How can
this condition be so.  Is this something you and i will only
know. When we are dead and gone everybody will think iam
the murderer!

  My eyes show me the scene but my body seems to
be in shock.  Its like ive been locked up and with no say.
Someones got to pay!  As the body lays of a being once
lived.  Iam in deep water and i can't swim.  It looks like
iam plundering under!  Is this the end.  As i seem to wonder!

 When i look in your eyes.  I see a being i once
knew.  I dont see how you could of thrown this all away.  The
blood is on my hands.  Even though it wasn't me.  How can
this condition be so.  Is this something you and i will only
know. When we are dead and gone everybody will think iam
the murderer!

 I ask how can this be so.  When we are judged.  Ill
be at rest knowing iam not the one.  I took the bust.  Now
iam here to just to collect dust.  I see the vision everyday.
I wish i wasn't the one that has to pay.  A life i once
knew.  Now i just sit here just to fade away.  I just wish
people would listen to my say.  But this is something only
me and you will know!

well my life sucks so much.  This song that i wrote here right now can revail that but iam not insane lmao.  The only thing that happened to me in this song is that my dad actually did die.  It didn't drive me insane.  But all the shit that happened in my life iam suprised iam not.  Well ive been told that by alot of people and some people really don't help well heres the song

(INSANE LIVES)

 I never looked so pale.  The feel is so unreal.
Iam a dreadful poison.  Just what i consume.  Iam a segment
in your life.  Iam at the end of your kitchen knife.  Iam
your dieng hero.  Just ready to drown in my own blood!

 I never thought it would be so painful.  TO see you
fade away.  Never thought the things i could never have.
Not even to have a helpful dad.  Its like a dream turned
terribly bad.  When things started to feel right. Its a
battle within.  I just wish this have never been!

 Ive been dieng to see you.  You don't imagine what
ive been through.  Iam your vile of poison.  Just what i
consume.  Iam your dream that went terribly bad.  Enough
said i never thought things would ever be so bad.  Ive
finally noticed this had break me and it will you to!

 I never thought it would be so painful.  TO see you
fade away.  Never thought the things i could never have.
Not even to have a helpful dad.  Its like a dream turned
terribly bad.  When things started to feel right. Its a
battle within.  I just wish this have never been!

 Think of the one that you only had!  Now in this
world alone.  Iam your dream that went terribly bad.  iam
not your sunshine iam your darkness.  Lost the one i loved.
Now death is all i got.  Iam your poison.  Its what i
consume.  I dig my grave.  Why save me when you can't
save yourself!©